Trial Period...

In the past, I never put in mind the times I have been used like a downloadable software online. Its shitty when people only look for you when they need help from you but they'd never ask ya out for anything (A meal or even a drink or two) NEVER! I'd say.

Guess its time for me to start taking note of them people who are using me like a tool, it'd be easy to spot. Just like every downloadable software, there's a trial period once that trial period has passed, you're not gonna be able to use the software anymore. Guess what, this "Software's" trial period has passed. Don't blame me if I don't reply you when you ask me anything whatsoever, go find yourself another "Software" that'd be dumb enough to help you.

Peace out!

Takes Two...

It takes two to be together though if only one is heads over heels, the chances of being together'd be as slim as a toothpick. When one's hope starts to slowly diminish, so does the smile. Can't be selfish in this context, can't put my own happiness ahead of another's. As H. Jackson Brown, Jr said, "Love is when the other person's happiness is more important than your own".

Though it'll take time to heal them wounds but I think I should be fine. Thanks to them peeps who gave me a clearer picture of my situation.

I don't really know what I'm actually writing at the moment, might look back and think it sounded stupid. Just expressing what the small pumping device is telling me. Peace out.

I Don't Know...

This feelin' has been there for a long long time now. I honestly don't know whether it'd be a wise move to utter them words or just keep them in and show them through action...After being disappointed once by someone else, am not sure if you still have the trust in others or otherwise.

Saying them 3 words is easy but proving it through action is probably the most important, words don't mean nothing if you can't prove them. Won't say forever cause I'm only human, though will try to mean that word if it works out in the end. I don't know what ya might think of me but know this, you're always on my mind...It just won't budge, tried losing them thoughts but they kept coming back, was pretty messed up in the beginning of the semester with trying to clear them thoughts but I guess only with them thoughts I was me...

Maybe I'm thinking too much on this matter but what else can I do? Sigh...

The 4 days of rest...

Today marks the last day of that short break after the assignment rush, never expected time to really rocket past in the last 3 days...Well, that's life for ya I guess...rushes past when you least expects it.

Well, at least I was able to meet up with me old friends for dinner and some sticks of satay. Settled me RM250 book vouchers, with me sis getting the most out of em' all, well doesn't really matter, books and me just don't go that well together...ahaha...

Presentations coming up next, not expecting an easy way out of this one. This semester has been rather hectic with all the intern searching, Final year project 'stuff' and the "YOU MUST NOT FAIL THIS SEMESTER" phrase.

Alrighty, c'ya guys next time...

Jealousy is an ugly beast...

Jealousy is an ugly beast which I must begin to tame or else it'll start to take control of all I do...Damn you green-eyed monster!

It has been a long long time...

Super long time since the last time I wrote here...

Had a number of experiences in the past few months where I'd say, "Hey, he / she's changed", they're no longer the person they used to be. Its probably just cause we didn't know them well enough to see who they really were. Well, life's gotta move on doesn't it? Can't be dwelling on the fact that people are trying to show others their original selves.

Hasn't been easy past few months, loads to do, loads to ponder about though one thing that has probably never left my mind was you. Haha, who am I trying to kid here?

Tried changing the way I do things, but that has turned for the worst. Bud was saying that I was probably trying too too hard to push that thought (of somebody) away, which made me lose my way. All I can say now is that, think I'm gonna keep that thought in my head and try to help ya in anyway to ease ya burden. Seen ya suffer once with them incompetent groupmates, no more...no more...

Tough days are coming - deadlines, presentations and all. Wonderin' if I'll even have time to get me fingers back to me keyboard to write up another post..haha...well, we'll see...we'll see

Thoughts, thoughts and more thoughts...

Just flashes through me head at times...is life asking too much of us or are we expecting too little out of life...