Trial Period...

In the past, I never put in mind the times I have been used like a downloadable software online. Its shitty when people only look for you when they need help from you but they'd never ask ya out for anything (A meal or even a drink or two) NEVER! I'd say.

Guess its time for me to start taking note of them people who are using me like a tool, it'd be easy to spot. Just like every downloadable software, there's a trial period once that trial period has passed, you're not gonna be able to use the software anymore. Guess what, this "Software's" trial period has passed. Don't blame me if I don't reply you when you ask me anything whatsoever, go find yourself another "Software" that'd be dumb enough to help you.

Peace out!

Takes Two...

It takes two to be together though if only one is heads over heels, the chances of being together'd be as slim as a toothpick. When one's hope starts to slowly diminish, so does the smile. Can't be selfish in this context, can't put my own happiness ahead of another's. As H. Jackson Brown, Jr said, "Love is when the other person's happiness is more important than your own".

Though it'll take time to heal them wounds but I think I should be fine. Thanks to them peeps who gave me a clearer picture of my situation.

I don't really know what I'm actually writing at the moment, might look back and think it sounded stupid. Just expressing what the small pumping device is telling me. Peace out.

I Don't Know...

This feelin' has been there for a long long time now. I honestly don't know whether it'd be a wise move to utter them words or just keep them in and show them through action...After being disappointed once by someone else, am not sure if you still have the trust in others or otherwise.

Saying them 3 words is easy but proving it through action is probably the most important, words don't mean nothing if you can't prove them. Won't say forever cause I'm only human, though will try to mean that word if it works out in the end. I don't know what ya might think of me but know this, you're always on my mind...It just won't budge, tried losing them thoughts but they kept coming back, was pretty messed up in the beginning of the semester with trying to clear them thoughts but I guess only with them thoughts I was me...

Maybe I'm thinking too much on this matter but what else can I do? Sigh...

The 4 days of rest...

Today marks the last day of that short break after the assignment rush, never expected time to really rocket past in the last 3 days...Well, that's life for ya I guess...rushes past when you least expects it.

Well, at least I was able to meet up with me old friends for dinner and some sticks of satay. Settled me RM250 book vouchers, with me sis getting the most out of em' all, well doesn't really matter, books and me just don't go that well together...ahaha...

Presentations coming up next, not expecting an easy way out of this one. This semester has been rather hectic with all the intern searching, Final year project 'stuff' and the "YOU MUST NOT FAIL THIS SEMESTER" phrase.

Alrighty, c'ya guys next time...

Jealousy is an ugly beast...

Jealousy is an ugly beast which I must begin to tame or else it'll start to take control of all I do...Damn you green-eyed monster!

It has been a long long time...

Super long time since the last time I wrote here...

Had a number of experiences in the past few months where I'd say, "Hey, he / she's changed", they're no longer the person they used to be. Its probably just cause we didn't know them well enough to see who they really were. Well, life's gotta move on doesn't it? Can't be dwelling on the fact that people are trying to show others their original selves.

Hasn't been easy past few months, loads to do, loads to ponder about though one thing that has probably never left my mind was you. Haha, who am I trying to kid here?

Tried changing the way I do things, but that has turned for the worst. Bud was saying that I was probably trying too too hard to push that thought (of somebody) away, which made me lose my way. All I can say now is that, think I'm gonna keep that thought in my head and try to help ya in anyway to ease ya burden. Seen ya suffer once with them incompetent groupmates, no more...no more...

Tough days are coming - deadlines, presentations and all. Wonderin' if I'll even have time to get me fingers back to me keyboard to write up another post..haha...well, we'll see...we'll see

Thoughts, thoughts and more thoughts...

Just flashes through me head at times...is life asking too much of us or are we expecting too little out of life...

The finals days of me sem break...

The two weeks break has been a blessing for me, I can't remember the last time I enjoyed myself this much. Though tiring, but I think this was by far the best sem break I've had since joining UTAR...Went down to Puchong, that Saturday...spent three nights in me sis's place, then went to Malacca on the following Tuesday...parked the car near town, and walked the whole way through...very very tiring...hahaha...couldn't even climb up the stairs after that...Then the next day, me and me eldest sis came back to Ipoh for a break, came back then planned for the Penang trip which was postponed because dad wanted to go as well...

So we left on friday morning, reached there about 11++ then went to see dad's kawan baik...=D after that we left and went round looking for the hotel, I can tell you one thing...I am afraid to drive in Penang...itz like the people there create their own traffic rules, no U-turn & in a split second you see a motorcyclist doing a U-turn right infront of you, almost stopped me heart...Ate all the way while we were in Penang, bought a lot of biscuits...which would finish in less than a month...hahahaha...Real nice trips...

Now here I am spending my final week in Ipoh before I head back to the land of cycling students, was on FB one night and suddenly mum started watching this Korean Drama...

 Secret Garden... 

At first I wasn't really interested in watching Korean Dramas coz itz like why would I be watching a drama which I don't even understand what they're saying and sometimes the subtitles are not necessarily correct. To my surprise, I suddenly I got glued onto the screen when mum turns it on. So I've become addicted as well, not sure if it's the story line or perhaps it was because of the cuteness potrayed by Ha Ji-Won in this one....=P

 

Anyhow, I think it was because of her cuteness...hahahaha. Really started to like the songs from this particular drama, one thing I found is that, these guys are really great in putting songs in scenes that can really make you shed a tear or two and the songs are really touching. But one thing these guys couldn't do right, I guess would be the ending...was kinda disappointing to see how this drama ended. I'm now officially a Ha Ji-Won fan...hahahahahaha...

Results came out yesterday, was really really over the moon with the results, Thank God, i got thru...if not it'll be another 3 months of the same old thing...very very happy with the results, 2 A's and 2 B's...

Sem break's coming to an end soon...Am hopeful that the new semester would be a good one though it will be hard...Time for new promises for the new semester, no more fooling around...Seriousness needed...

Eeeeeeeeeeeeek...Signing off with a song, I've recently fell in love with...Hope you guys enjoy it, c'ya round...Click here for Sung Si Kyung's - You're My Spring

Question Mark Much?

Itz been a while now since my last update...been super buzy lately with all the assignments and all, these few weeks have been to say "messy"...This heart of mine has never been courageous when it comes to people of the opposite sex, it just goes poof once a little disappointment hits me in the face. At the end of the day, that when regret looks at me in the face and says "I told you so"...

Should i rush in or will time tell me the answer? Sigh, troubled thoughts...Well, i guess i better be getting back to my job now. See ya guys round...

Life ain't that easy after all...

If you ask a gazelle, "What's life all about?". It would tell you, life is all about making sure that by dawn you're alive. Coz, that's practically how prey in the animal kingdom dictate about life.

For us humans, we are given the gift of thought and speech but yet we're too complacent about being the "Masters of our Lives" that we put ourselves in a position where we regret in the future of what we have done in the past.

For me, this past week has really put me to the test of where I'm at, what are my limits. It has been a tough week for me, so tough that i had that thought of just giving up. But today as I'm writing this post, I'm still kinda struggling with the amount of work that's pilling up for next week.

Elders always say, if you've not had a taste of pain and struggle in your life then you are truly blessed because this is a stage that everyone will have to go through at some point in their lives. It's like no matter how much you run from it, your day will still come.

I'm really hoping that by the end of next week, I'll be able to tell myself "Now that you're done with one , it's time to prepare for the next one"...

Despite the amount of assignments and tests pilling up, I'm happy that I'm finally back on track with the Catholic Society, feel so much better this time committing myself to go for the celebration last wednesday and helping out with the recruitment drive. Felt quite bad when i went AWOL on them few sems ago. I'm hoping this time I'll be able to cope better than giving lame excuses just to escape from the activities that the society organizes...

Well, wishing you guys a good week ahead...Hopefully I'll have a hell of a good week too...Peace, out.

Thoughts of the day...

Its really good to know that there are those who give a damn about me when i'm down and out. This really shows how much some of me friends value their friendship even though they can always choose to act don't know. I really appreciate friends like these, i apologize for the words and actions that i've said and done to hurt you. Sorry me buddy...=']

Friday the 13th...

Its been nearly a month now since my last update...Honestly, haven't been able to come up with things to write about...hahahaha either that or just me being lazy to update me blog. Anyhow, am writing this post already ain't I? hahaha...

A lot has happened since my last update...The finals were a thing of the past now. Then came Christmas, where me and the whole family spent our Christmas in Puchong. Had steamboat with me family members, had a lot of delicious food via me mum and me uncle. Came back to Ipoh with mum on the 27th coz she couldn't take leave til New Year, thx to her selfish accountant. Was mum's driver for 3 days, had to wake up early every morning to send her to work 7 a.m to be exact. Horrible times...haha...

Then on the 30th, me, mum and me cousin went up to Puchong again to spend our New Year together...haha, p/s : Dad and Grandma stayed back in Puchong while mum and I came back to Ipoh on the 27th. Had much fun during the 3 day stay.

Its the final week of me semester break, as usual haven't been doing anything fun since the start of the break other than going up to KL to play with lil' Hope...Lil' one getting cheekier each day, haha...

Few more days to go and I'll be goin back to Kampar for me 3rd trimester. Time really goes by so so fast...Anyhow can't be regretting my way into the new year can I? haha...Enjoy the little things in life as they come...*a line from the movie Zombieland...Ciao guys, hope you guys had a great New Year. See ya round.

Exams are comin' up again...

Me finals are just days away...17th will be the first and 20th will be the last. It's kinda hard to sit for exams knowing Christmas is just around the corner, its like the exams are near CNY, Deepavali or even Hari Raya...That particular mood to stick me eyes to the book just ain't there whenever these holidays are around the corner.

Well, a week before the first paper and controversy strikes again for the 2nd time in the first year of me degree. Coursework marks unfairly given, where some people don't even have to sit for the finals coz their coursework already gave them 50% but the rest of us got 20++, 30++ over 70 (the total for the coursework) Imagine that?

Too much, won't ya think? We're all wondering, are gonna even pass this paper?? Sigh...complaints have already been filed, e-mails have been sent...all we can do now is just wait until something is done by the HOD...Hopefully things go our way...

Well, to all me buddies out there who are gonna face their exams as well...All the best, Do your Best and Try not to get Sick during this period...C'ya guys round...

Welcome to the Family!!!

Its been such a long time since me last post, me time was actually occupied with much worries but much happiness helped cover those worries. Guess what! Am another rank older now, hahaha...an uncle or a Kao Fu or a Mama (uncle in tamil)...haha...being an uncle ain't easy ya know, am practically responsible for baby's night time milk mixing. Precision comes into doing this task of milk mixing...hahahaha...but nevertheless,

Welcome to the family Anushka Hope...=)



When Stevie Wonder's daughter Aisha was born, he celebrated her birth by writing the song Isn't she lovely? Now, isn't this little one adorable? holding her own bottle when she was drinking her milk...Despite the fact that she's adorable lah...but she's one naughty girl...hahahaha...when she's awake, you can never put her down on the baby court or even the bed for that matter...she'll cry in minutes, sometimes seconds...the thing that's worst for me sis is that this lil' one sleeps during the day and is wide awake at 4-5 a.m...Nocturnal?! hahahaha...Well, that's y i've been put in charge of making her milk for her during the wee hours of the morning...=)

Well guys, me will keep you guys updated...and me apologies for the late late posts...

Feelin' a bit lazy

A little bit on the lazy side these few weeks and also a little occupied with the arrival of me little niece...will kinda update this bloggy when i have extra extra extra time...=) See you guys in a while...

A Week Full of Ups & Downs

Even though it's only Wednesday but this week has proved to be a little too much to handle for me.

Sunday was "Travel-to-KL-Day-Again", once more down to KL when i just came back like 5 days earlier (Was there for a real long time - from Friday right up to Tuesday). So yea, pretty long and traveled down to KL once more to send me sis off to Korea. A tiring day indeed left for KL at around 10.30 came back at about 12 hours later. Tiring day, don't cha think?

Not much happened on Monday, just the usual waking up late, getting nagged for that, then carrying on with the usual, Football Manager and FB. So, let's skip Monday.

Tuesday, went back to Kampar to get me printer up for the new semester. Dad went up an cleared me whole room, now itz squeaky clean. Then off to Tesco to get some goods and me went n played one of me favourite games of all time. Scoring as ya can see 233/250, close but not there yet...haha...

Now for today (Wednesday), had to fast last night from 10 - couldn't eat anything, could only drink water coz me had to get a blood test today. Woken up by me alarm at 8, suddenly got a text from Mum - "Pickup puppy for Bro-in-law's parents at 9". Alright then I said. So me picked up this cute lil' fella.

Cute lil' fella, was very scared at first. Me ended up killing a lot of fleas the whole way. Became doggy-sitter for the day. Then me started getting more attached to it, and it to me. Mischievous lil' fella, here are a few pics of the lil' fella.

Sigh, doggy-sitter duty over, he's gone with his owner now. Am really gonna miss this lil' fella. Felt a little tear-y when they were leaving, definitely felt a bond there, when me put him in the box it was like he never wanted to go. Still a little tear-y writing this post. Hopefully this lil' guy would remember me but I doubt that.

Ending the day with a heavy heavy heart. No animal in the whole world can replace a "Man's Best Friend" in my eyes.

First day of the week...

What better way to start off the morning but with a delightful jog where there's plenty of fresh air and lush greenery surrounding the area...Well, that's what i did...a morning jog at me nearby mountain side...=D

Woke up at around 7.30, well not really 7.30, it was more like 7.50...hahahahahaha...then did the usual, brushed washed me face and got ready to move out with dad...me brain was still starting up, didn't really listened to what dad was saying...hahahaha...Then jogged and jogged and jogged til around 9...

With the luscious greenery surrounding the area, it just gave me a real good feeling in the morning. that feeling where it felt like my day was gonna be a fantastic one, itz still going quite well actually...haha, what about a few photos to see for yourself the "luscious greenery" i was talking about rather than reading it...hehehehe...

"Spotted a cute lil' puppy while me was on the way back"

After a refreshing jog in the morning, it was time for BREAKFAST!!!!! hahaha...neways, that's quite the bit for today...c'ya guys round yea...=)

And if u're thinking of going to Gunung Lang to experience for yourself...I have the directions right here...using Ipoh parade as a mark point

View Larger Map

For some reason, i think this map is not current...well, it brings you to the mobil station near the place, next to the Mobil you'll be able to see a Petronas station and right after the Petronas, take a left turn at the traffic light then keep going straight until you see parts of the mountains (on your right) and a huge arch then take a right turn going through the arch and then when you see this on your left, you're there...

HAVE A GREAT WEEK AHEAD!!!

The Holidays are Here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Woohoo!!!!!!! After 2 and a half weeks of stress, the holidays have finally come...but...despite the fact that the holidays are here, am still worried about a few papers...am hoping to pass em', nothing else...

Well to start off, Monday was the last paper for this semester and I actually wrote so much til the point where ya got ya hand crammed as though you just finished doing bicep curls...it was that tiring, at this point you would have probably guessed it. If i wrote this much for a paper, it would probably mean that whatever i read came out for the paper...ermm, well...that's sort of what happened...=P

This was me question paper

Hehehehehe, that's a lot of writing on me question paper, don't ya think? Ya haven't seen me answer script yet...LOL...haha...aaarrgh...enough of exams...let's talk about how me week went.

Well, nothing really much done since Tuesday...but today would be a lil' different. Woke up at around 11, then did the usual (brushed, washed, switched on - laptop, fb a while) and spent the rest of the day in Ipoh Parade. Checked the papers...ei, Nasi Lemak 2.0 is still playing in GSC!!!!!! perhaps should watch the labelled "controversial" movie of the month and that's what i did...hehehehehehehehehe...

I seriously don't und why "people" are against this movie, if it was against the Entertainment law in Malaysia, they wouldn't have approved it would they? Perhaps there are other reasons to why "people" are against the movie...Oh well no bother, watched it and i don't think it could create any racial problems. Well, shouldn't be spoiling it for other people...

SO, IF YA WANNA KNOW WHAT THE MOVIE IS ABOUT, WATCH IT WHILE ITZ STILL "LEGAL"...LOL, for those who can understand mandarin - no worries, you'll laugh all the way thru but for those who can't really understand mandarin, well there are always the subtitles but be sure to laugh when the whole hall is laughing and make sure you don't laugh after everybody stops if not you'll look weird...LOL...Alright guys, I guess that's all for now...c'ya guys round...=D

I Will Be Back...

It's been a while since my last post...having a hard time trying to clear my head of all the thing's I've memorized in the past week...feelin' like my head's gonna blow sometime soon...owh well, for me during a Uni exam, itz either you do your best or you do nothing at all and let "Fate" decide for you (Well practically, if you do nothing then you know what to expect adi la)...

What's happened so far? Well, first two papers were alright...not really what i expected them to be, quite straight forward but today's paper was a real challenge...took me darn half an hour to think of a logical answer.

Owh well, two papers remaining...Just hoping for the best nothing more, nothing less...

C'ya round peeps...

Clock's tickin' away...

Clock's tickin' away...so much to cover yet so little time to finish it, sometimes i really wonder...how people can just sit in one particular spot and stick their eyes on their books for hours without taking their eyes away...

Is education really all down to thick text books and powerpoint handouts??!!

Sigh...Trying to get the important bits out of that one subject is taking so much time...Setting high targets ain't gonna help if i can't get the right stuff out of me notes...Think i'm just gonna aim a little lower this time, better luck next sem...=/