The 4 days of rest...

Today marks the last day of that short break after the assignment rush, never expected time to really rocket past in the last 3 days...Well, that's life for ya I guess...rushes past when you least expects it.

Well, at least I was able to meet up with me old friends for dinner and some sticks of satay. Settled me RM250 book vouchers, with me sis getting the most out of em' all, well doesn't really matter, books and me just don't go that well together...ahaha...

Presentations coming up next, not expecting an easy way out of this one. This semester has been rather hectic with all the intern searching, Final year project 'stuff' and the "YOU MUST NOT FAIL THIS SEMESTER" phrase.

Alrighty, c'ya guys next time...

Jealousy is an ugly beast...

Jealousy is an ugly beast which I must begin to tame or else it'll start to take control of all I do...Damn you green-eyed monster!

It has been a long long time...

Super long time since the last time I wrote here...

Had a number of experiences in the past few months where I'd say, "Hey, he / she's changed", they're no longer the person they used to be. Its probably just cause we didn't know them well enough to see who they really were. Well, life's gotta move on doesn't it? Can't be dwelling on the fact that people are trying to show others their original selves.

Hasn't been easy past few months, loads to do, loads to ponder about though one thing that has probably never left my mind was you. Haha, who am I trying to kid here?

Tried changing the way I do things, but that has turned for the worst. Bud was saying that I was probably trying too too hard to push that thought (of somebody) away, which made me lose my way. All I can say now is that, think I'm gonna keep that thought in my head and try to help ya in anyway to ease ya burden. Seen ya suffer once with them incompetent groupmates, no more...no more...

Tough days are coming - deadlines, presentations and all. Wonderin' if I'll even have time to get me fingers back to me keyboard to write up another post..haha...well, we'll see...we'll see

Thoughts, thoughts and more thoughts...

Just flashes through me head at times...is life asking too much of us or are we expecting too little out of life...

The finals days of me sem break...

The two weeks break has been a blessing for me, I can't remember the last time I enjoyed myself this much. Though tiring, but I think this was by far the best sem break I've had since joining UTAR...Went down to Puchong, that Saturday...spent three nights in me sis's place, then went to Malacca on the following Tuesday...parked the car near town, and walked the whole way through...very very tiring...hahaha...couldn't even climb up the stairs after that...Then the next day, me and me eldest sis came back to Ipoh for a break, came back then planned for the Penang trip which was postponed because dad wanted to go as well...

So we left on friday morning, reached there about 11++ then went to see dad's kawan baik...=D after that we left and went round looking for the hotel, I can tell you one thing...I am afraid to drive in Penang...itz like the people there create their own traffic rules, no U-turn & in a split second you see a motorcyclist doing a U-turn right infront of you, almost stopped me heart...Ate all the way while we were in Penang, bought a lot of biscuits...which would finish in less than a month...hahahaha...Real nice trips...

Now here I am spending my final week in Ipoh before I head back to the land of cycling students, was on FB one night and suddenly mum started watching this Korean Drama...

 Secret Garden... 

At first I wasn't really interested in watching Korean Dramas coz itz like why would I be watching a drama which I don't even understand what they're saying and sometimes the subtitles are not necessarily correct. To my surprise, I suddenly I got glued onto the screen when mum turns it on. So I've become addicted as well, not sure if it's the story line or perhaps it was because of the cuteness potrayed by Ha Ji-Won in this one....=P

 

Anyhow, I think it was because of her cuteness...hahahaha. Really started to like the songs from this particular drama, one thing I found is that, these guys are really great in putting songs in scenes that can really make you shed a tear or two and the songs are really touching. But one thing these guys couldn't do right, I guess would be the ending...was kinda disappointing to see how this drama ended. I'm now officially a Ha Ji-Won fan...hahahahahaha...

Results came out yesterday, was really really over the moon with the results, Thank God, i got thru...if not it'll be another 3 months of the same old thing...very very happy with the results, 2 A's and 2 B's...

Sem break's coming to an end soon...Am hopeful that the new semester would be a good one though it will be hard...Time for new promises for the new semester, no more fooling around...Seriousness needed...

Eeeeeeeeeeeeek...Signing off with a song, I've recently fell in love with...Hope you guys enjoy it, c'ya round...Click here for Sung Si Kyung's - You're My Spring

Question Mark Much?

Itz been a while now since my last update...been super buzy lately with all the assignments and all, these few weeks have been to say "messy"...This heart of mine has never been courageous when it comes to people of the opposite sex, it just goes poof once a little disappointment hits me in the face. At the end of the day, that when regret looks at me in the face and says "I told you so"...

Should i rush in or will time tell me the answer? Sigh, troubled thoughts...Well, i guess i better be getting back to my job now. See ya guys round...

Life ain't that easy after all...

If you ask a gazelle, "What's life all about?". It would tell you, life is all about making sure that by dawn you're alive. Coz, that's practically how prey in the animal kingdom dictate about life.

For us humans, we are given the gift of thought and speech but yet we're too complacent about being the "Masters of our Lives" that we put ourselves in a position where we regret in the future of what we have done in the past.

For me, this past week has really put me to the test of where I'm at, what are my limits. It has been a tough week for me, so tough that i had that thought of just giving up. But today as I'm writing this post, I'm still kinda struggling with the amount of work that's pilling up for next week.

Elders always say, if you've not had a taste of pain and struggle in your life then you are truly blessed because this is a stage that everyone will have to go through at some point in their lives. It's like no matter how much you run from it, your day will still come.

I'm really hoping that by the end of next week, I'll be able to tell myself "Now that you're done with one , it's time to prepare for the next one"...

Despite the amount of assignments and tests pilling up, I'm happy that I'm finally back on track with the Catholic Society, feel so much better this time committing myself to go for the celebration last wednesday and helping out with the recruitment drive. Felt quite bad when i went AWOL on them few sems ago. I'm hoping this time I'll be able to cope better than giving lame excuses just to escape from the activities that the society organizes...

Well, wishing you guys a good week ahead...Hopefully I'll have a hell of a good week too...Peace, out.